For the love of Asian girls and alcohol ... fluX who dun did it.

playlist for a funeral

2010-12-20T07:22:00.000-08:00

so i've decided to list down a playlist to be played at my funeral
btw, at my funeral, im gon have nyotaimori(female model)/nantaimori(male model)...also called 'body sushi'... instead of lookin for a model to be the platter. i gladly volunteer myself as that model... so since i'm a male, i guess i'd be serving 'nantaimori'...lol... im DEAD serious... y'all are gonna be eatin sushi off my naked, sexy, dead body ;)....lmfaooo

anyways here's my the playlist for my funeral(it's not in order, just whatever comes to mind)

1. jay-z - girls, girls, girls
2. kid rock - cowboy
3. the beach boys - don't worry baby
4. nelly - country grammar
5. nelly - hot in herre
6. j.lo - jenny from the block
7. parokya ni edgar - harana
8. backstreet boys - all i have to give
9. eminem - the way i am
10. jennifer paige - crush
11. the offspring - want you bad
12. blink 182 - miss you
13. p. diddy - bad boy for life
14. britney spears - oops, i did it again
15. the offspring - pretty fly(for a white guy)
16. nujabes - aruarian dance
17. nujabes & shing02 - luv sic part 1, part 2, and part 3
18. korn - freak on a leash
19. ludacris - splash waterfalls
20. nelly - ride wit me

anyways... the list is still going.... im too lazy to finish it up... ima be back to finish it up...

almost a year later...

2010-06-04T17:57:00.000-07:00

damn. it's been a while. i've got nothing much to say. other than, it's almost been a year since i've been on here and my korean addiction. lol
anyways....

about the koreans-uh. all i knew about them more than a year ago was kimchi, kbbq, wonder girls, 2NE1, and that there's a north and south korea. lol
now i've begun to learn more about culture, lifestyle, language, music, and entertainment. i've seen a lot of kmovies and kdramas. my itouch is filled with korean songs(esp Epik High). eehhh
i dont feel like typing anymore. not really in the mood
i was bored so i decided to write something up. but now, i dont really feel like it anymore.
as the koreans would say, "anyeong!"
the japanese, "sayonara!"
in mandarin, "zai jian!"
in cantonese, "bai bai"(lol)
in french, "au revoir"
in spanish, "adios"
in italian, "ciao, arrivedercci"
in tagalog, "paalam, sige, ingat"
in illongo, "adyos, sige, halong"
or in engrish so everyone understands, "peace out mufuckas!!!"

I really do love God's Korea-tions

2009-07-11T20:08:00.000-07:00

So, I was just randomly "youtube"-ing videos. I happened to come across a video of a Korean girl band dubbed 2NE1(pronounce "to anyone" or "twenty one", I don't know, either, or) on stage. I clicked it, the girls were pretty and they sang good even though I didn't understand. But, one girl really got my attention. I thought that she looked really familiar. Like I've seen her somewhere before. (BTW, it was my first time hearing of them and watching the vid) So I Googled 2NE1, I found a wiki about them. I'm reading along, searching for the group members' names. When I saw one of the names, Sandara Park. She's just not a Korean girl band singer, she was also an actress in Philippines. Then I realized, "WTF?" So I wiki-ed her. Then I found out that she's actually pure Korean, and that both her parents are. But, I don't think she's the prettiest one though. I'm kinda diggin the one girl that raps. I think her name's CL, Lee Chae Rin. Yeh so anyways. I'm gonna put these girls in my Korean Girls List. Along with Hyori Lee, Wonder Girls, Lexy. That's all I could remember off the top of my head. Man, I really do love asian women. They are the fuckin best. =)

Anyways, here's the vid that started my addiction to 2NE1. ;P

Best I Ever Had - Drake ( Jeg aka FluX RMX)

2009-07-07T17:56:00.000-07:00

I even have a video for it. lol

{Hook}
Baby you my everything.You're all I ever wanted
We can do it real big. Bigger then you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it
Coz she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gon live it up
She make me beg for it til she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time
I say you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the fuckin best
you the best I ever had
best I ever had
best I ever had
best I ever had
I said you the fuckin . . .

{verse1}
You got me goin like a crazy jackrabbit
Like a drug or some sort of a real bad habit
But you're what I want. And what I want, I gotta have it
I'm your steed baby. Pull on my reins. Go ahead and grab it.
Ha! Baby girl I was just playin
If you was the biggest show I don't mind payin...
A whole lot of attention. Coz you so wonderful
I'm a super saiyan, girl. I take down all my foes
You be the steriods in my flow
Supersize, killer lines, pumped up for the show
But baby baby, you leavin me beggin for more
When we go at it, coz I get so ecstatic
Sometimes I'm feelin like a little crack addict
For your deep lovin and affection
I'ma give you the world, my whole retirement pension
With no questions. But baby girl, lemme just mention that baby you...

{verse2}
You're not my ex girl or my next girl
I got you now and forever coz you the best, girl
Doin it better and badder than my last girls
Coz you my present and my future. Not my past girls
Them hoes can't surpass you like a past tense
You givin better lovin and carin. So girl, hence...
...you the fuckin best I ever did have
I'm the fuckin best other girls never had
No... I gotta give it you
No other woman's got me feelin sentimental and feelin brand new
Coz I'm addicted to you
Like your name was Ms. Cigarette
Any sorta problem, Girl I'll get rid of it
Your crazy lovin boo, I'll never get sick of it
Fillin all my cravins like a single piece of Nicorette
But before we got to bed, let's have a night cap
Wakin up in the mornin. Go to Timmy's, have an Ice Cap

....

hi haters, i'm back from my hiatus

2009-07-05T20:05:00.000-07:00

yup yup. it's been a long time since i've written anything here. i can't really think of anything to blog about so i'll just write little freestyle to recoup from my blogging/updating/internetting hiatus. lol

arright here i go. back from the grave
like a zombie king i'm here to enslave
all you peoples into my kingdom of the dead
but please don't fret, i'm real nice i won't bite your head...
...off. coz i don't bite, i don't swagger jack
i just, do my thing till the morning, till the crack... off dawn and
now i'm yawnin, coz i'm in my boredom zone and
i'm all alone in, my lonely home in
t-dot city, where some girls are pretty
but some ain't, they look a bit too gritty
but not to be picky, i'll do em anyways
coz pussy's only pussy, i like to stuff em on my face
now i don't wanna get off track with these rhymes
kinda like addicted to coke, i need a few more lines
so my lyrical needs be left satisfied
but i'm not a dopehead. i swear to allah i aint lyin
but if my words you aint buyin
ill show yo with a picture
of a bunch of midgets, about as tall as 4 to 5 inches
lookin at my joyride of somewhat of an intricacy
of complexed and perplexed soliloquy
of shit that don't make any sense. i've butchered lyrically
typically i don't think before i act
i do therefore i am, and that's that
i've got more nines that a cat
aiight enough of that
now i can't think of anything as of the moment
except for a blonde dude, that kinda looks like a woman
wait NO HOME-OH. it was just a random thought
can't blame me for the things my mind has brought
seriously though i really can't think of anything
i'll cut it off right here, coz it seems i have ceased my thinking
ok sayonara, hasta la vista, adios
i'ma leave it at this, bye friends, tah-tah cheerios!

XD

Lucy

2009-04-15T18:58:00.000-07:00

Here's a little short story I wrote some time ago. The funny part about is that it was supposed to be about this stray dog one the street, but it ended up the way it ended up through my random mind. This was on Facebook, I'm putting it up here since people actually read it and enjoyed it. Now, enjoy it here on blogspot...

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I was walking along Warden & Finch because I missed the bus. This was after work. So I keep walking north on Warden, towards McNicoll. Anyways, it was cold as hell outside. All I was wearing were my dress pants, a t-shirt, a hoodie, and a windbreaker. I keep on walking for about five minutes, then there She was, chilling by the traffic lights. The light was green, I was wondering why she hasn't crossed yet. I mean, I wasn't trying to be a stalker or anything. But, it was wierd. She was looking up at the lights, she didn't even have a jacket on or anything. So you know, I'm a nice guy and all. So, I tried to help her out.

I approached her and said, "Hey. Aren't you cold? Where are you heading anyways?" I never got a response, except a blank stare. Then she looked up again at the lights. In my mind I'm thinking, "What the fuck?" Whatever, I just kept on walking towards McNicoll. But, then I was curious to see her being alone at night with this killer weather. So I'm halfway down the road I looked back. She was still standing there. What the hell's wrong with this girl?

So I ran back to her. My head was down the whole time I was running, because of the weather. It was snowing hard and there was a strong wind. I got there and she was gone! As I look around, I didn't see her. I swear she was still there when I had a chance to put my head up to see.

"Fuck was that? The fuck did she go?" I started talking to myself. "Fuck, that girl's crazy." As I head back to my destination. I sorta looked to the right, and there she was, under the lampost. Looking up at the lights. "What is it with her and lights?" I asked myself again.

"HEY! HEY! HEY YOU! YOU ALRIGHT?" I yelled at her. Still, she never replied, but gave me that blank stare of hers. I approach her for the second time, but this time she started to run. Don't ask me because I still don't know, I ran after her. I kept on running and running. The cold air hurt everytime I breathed in. My legs were going numb. I don't know how she can keep running without a jacket on.

Four blocks down she turned to the street on her right. I followed. She stopped at the end of that street facing me. I got to her. I asked, "What was that for? I'm not trying to hurt you or anyhting. I just want to know if you're alright. If you need any help or something. I was just trying to help."

What she said next kinda freaked me out. "Merry Christmas!" Then she hands me this little boxed wrapped up in red wrappings, and a golden bow.

I looked at her with surprise and shock. "What's this for? Why are you giving me this? I chase after for four, five blocks to get a present from someone I don't even know?" I tried to give it back to her, but she kept her hands away, and just shrugged in a cute way. I couldn't give it back.

"You know you ask too many quetsions. You shouldn't next time. You never know what kind of answer you'd get." She says to me. "I'm Lucy by the way." She smiles. "What's your name?"

I tell her, "My name's Jess. You sure you're alright? If you want, I can take you home."

"Oh, no. It's okay. I'm getting a ride. It'll be here soon." She responds. Then she gave me a quick smile. "I've never met anyone as nice as you before. People usually just look at me and keep on walking. They could care less about others. You know what I'm trying to say right?"

"Yeah, I guess." I reply. But, I still couldn't understand why she was standing by the lights and kept looking at it, of her getting a ride, and why she would run away from me in the first place. I asked her, "What do you mean waiting for a ride? Who's coming to pick you up? And why did you run away? It's the holidays, shouldn't you already be at home or something?"

She looks at me with that smile again, "There you go again, asking a lot of questions." She starts to walk away. Then she looks back, "Aren't you coming? I thought you were gonna help me get home?"

"Yeah, sure. How far's your house?" I asked her. She never replied.

"I love winter, especially around Christmastime. The snow, families gathering. Makes me think of my family and how much I miss them. Do you have family?"

"Yeah, ofcourse. I going to home to them right now. Where's your family?" Again she didnt respond to any of my questions. She just stares at me and smiles. Then, she grabs my arm, pulls my sleeve up to look at my watch.

"Hey, my ride's almost here. Two minutes, two quick minutes." She looks at me and smiles again. I didn't even bother to ask her how she knew her rides was almost there, and how her ride would know where she would be. I just walked beside her. Then out of nowhere she says, "STOP! My ride's here! Um, would you like a ride home?"

"Uh, it's ok, I live pretty close by. I can walk it from here." I walk with her to the car. I looked in, and I saw in the driver's seat, this middle-aged woman. She had many rings on her fingers, she had some bright red lipstick. I wave at her half-assed. I was kinda shy towards her. I was thinking that she was thinking, "What's this guy doing with my daughter?" I just smiled. I see Lucy on the other side of the car, she was about step in. "Thanks Jess for keeping me company. Bye! I'll see you soon."

I wave, "Kay, bye." So I turned around, I start to walk away. Then I heard these very heavy running footsteps. I turned back around real quick. All I see is the ringed woman, with the red lipstick running towards me, with a bludgeon. Then everything went black...........

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I wake up strapped down to something cold and metal. I can't see properly, everything is a blur. A shadow comes to view. I hear a voice, "Hey, you're awake. I told you I'd see you soon." My vision becomes clearer, I can see her smile. her innocent, cute smile.

"What the fuck did you do to me? Who the fuck are you, and where the fuck am I?!" I scream at her. But, even at that moment she still doesn't answer my question. She just keeps smiling that damned smile.

"Why do you keep asking too many questions? It's kinda annoying." Then she sits on top of me. She puts her face close to mine,she kisses my nose. "You're cute thought, I guess I'll answer them." She picks up something from the table beside me. I can't see it because her face is still blocking my view. I feel a sharp pain on my side. I scream.

She puts her soft finger to my lips. "Sssssh. Hush, you don't wanna wake up my mom. She doesn't want me here alone with you. She doesn't trust me by myself with others." Her fingers are covered with warm red liquid. I think it's blood. It's smells like metal. I think it is blood. She licks her finger and she sticks it to my side where she stabbed me. I'm in pain, but yet she enjoys it. "I feel bad doing this to you, but it turns me on." She has a gleam, laughs quietly. She slowly takes off her top. She licks then kisses my cheek. I try to turn away, but she pulls my face.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING DOWN HERE?!" Her mom comes bursting in. "What did I tell you about coming down here?"

"Mom, I was just--"

"Get out of here right now." Her mom cuts her off, and points towards the door. She moves towards me, picks up a syringe and sticks it to my arm. "And you, don't YOU try to touch my daughter."

"She--" I couldn't say anymore. I blank out yet again......

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Hope you enjoyed it. I know it's not the best. My boredom was killing me at 5:30 am, so my randomness intensified by the gallons. And I know, parte deux? I'm not too sure about that. This story really was out of the pure fluXuating random mindset of mine.

;) fluX out

Facebook Notes

2009-04-15T15:40:00.000-07:00

I just saw Angelo's post on his blog. And it made me realize that if I do decide to put what I've written on FB notes here, it would literally take me forever. Because I have more than a hundred and twenty-one notes... -_-" Damn that is a lot.

So... I guess I'll just leave them on there, and I'll make a hundred and twenty-one more here! =)) . I'll probably have more than that knowing my randomness. Especially if I'm near a computer. AND when I'm drunk near a computer. It's even worse when I'm drunk.

You know how in Family Guy when Quagmire is drunk, he drunk-calls people? Well I do the same except I drunk-message people, drunk emoting, drunk texting, drunk Facebook-ing, drunk YouTube-ing, drunk manga reading, drunk wall posting, drunk poking, drunk noting. Basically to cut the drunken list short, I do what I do when I'm sober, drunk. Except a bit exjakabililikilikilimillion times more. =)

The randomness spikes up to a Magnitude 10 on the Richter Scale.

Alright I'm done. I gotta go do something else. I don't know what yet, but it's something....

;) fluX out

Go Back/ Long Gone .. undecided with the title.... still in the making

2009-04-14T16:28:00.001-07:00

Another song in the making, it's about 45% complete, I'll get another verse done tonight and hopefully the final verse. Yet another sleepless night. But HOPEFULLY the song's 100% COMPLETE.
Writing songs for me is like trying to finish any GTA game, 100% complete. Without all the distraction of shooting everyone and accomplishing long drives and crashes and explosions, and blowing stuff up, just pure randomness. I've only finished one GTA game so far. San Andreas, 100%. You know how long it took me? 3 years... lol.. OK, there I go again. Being off topic. OK I'll stop my randomness.....nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....now. =)

here's the instrumental, click the play buttonnnnnnnnnnnnn

Go Back - Vybe Beatz

HOOK(x2)
Baby I should have really known
That you'd leave me, I'm all alone
This feeling's depressing, you're long gone
I never wanted you to go
It's too late now, no no
Baby come back, oh-oh

1st VERSE
Now baby, don't go crazy
I'm fallin, I need you there to save me
All the bullshit hasn't fazed me
Without you girl, I've been lazy
I need you back coz I'm missin you
I need you back coz I'm fallin boo
I need you back to make me good and true
My papers stacked, my heart's waitin on you
I know what I've been doin weren't for the very best
I know my shows weren't dressed and impress--
--ive. I should have been more thoughtful girl
Made you my queen, my world
The ace of spades that never fades from my heart
I was caught in your glare from the very start
Now we're apart, coz I've been dumb, coz I've lost my smarts
I've been through all the ups and downs
No more smiles, just saddened frowns
Thoughts of you in my head, it pounds
Like an airplane crashing on the ground(?crashing down?)
I just wanna leave and breathe
Turn my hard life right into ease
There's no one else that I'd rather be
I need you back, please baby please.

HOOK(x2)
Baby I should have really known
That you'd leave me, I'm all alone
This feeling's depressing, you're long gone
I never wanted you to go
It's too late now, no no
Baby come back, oh-oh

2nd VERSE
While I'm vibin with the beat
Thoughts of you, sweat drips down to my feet
Against your immaculate grace, I fall in disgrace
I'm a deceit, now you done left me
I'm sorry. How did it come to this?
I miss your soul, your mind, your body, and that sweet, little, tender kiss
The telephone, I'm hopin it's you
I pick it up, all I hear is a beepin tune
I wonder where you're gone now, since me and you are over
Hope we back together now, coz I can't take all of this sober
... Where's the better tomorrow before I start sinkin in
I'm waist deep in trouble, now way outta thinkin it
What Kanye done said, Love Lockdown, you know I'm keepin it
The effervescence's leakin in...through the cracks of my soul
It forms into a monster inside, designed to eat me up whole
In this life, I'm not too sure if I have a role
Are we just characters from a book with no happy ending?
Or reality's just playin tricks, tricks so offending
All this wasted time that we both been spending
Has all gone a muck
Whatever has transpired then, I really couldn't give a fuck
I guess it was just Lady Luck's way of tellin us to split
Well, I took her word for it. Now look what we get

HOOK(x2)
Baby I should have really known
That you'd leave me, I'm all alone
This feeling's depressing, you're long gone
I never wanted you to go
It's too late now, no no
Baby come back, oh-oh

3rd VERSE
I've finally learned from all my mistakes from the emotional past
Just take a walk down with me, down the same grassy path
And if you leave me again, I wanna make this moment last
Coz I'd rather be dead than without you right between my hands
You know I can't pretend that I've never found you
When we hooked up it was great, you know I adored you
It felt like heaven sent me a blessin
You lessened... my pains and my strifes
From livin a lie, I almost ended my life
Before you came into mine
You brought me a big surprise
That someone like you lifted me out of the dirty, stinkin grime
Though no one even really cared
For a dude like me, who's got everyone scared
Except for you, so true
You knocked me out, far out. Never lucked out.
Baby, you's a knockout...
I'm gone...

Flux, what is it?

2009-04-14T13:26:00.000-07:00

I know some will wonder, "Wth is fluX?" Well, if it's about a person, that's me. About a thing? Me again.
Who knows? The name got randomly embedded in my head like a pop-up with a virus. Once you click it, your pc's dun and over with. The name went perfectly well with my personality. Here's a dictionary.com reference of FLUX, enjoy. Hope it'll explain more. I guess....

flux

–noun
1. a flowing or flow.
2. the flowing in of the tide.
3. continuous change, passage, or movement: His political views are in a state of flux.
4. Physics.
a. the rate of flow of fluid, particles, or energy.
b. a quantity expressing the strength of a field of force in a given area.
5. Chemistry, Metallurgy.

a. a substance used to refine metals by combining with impurities to form a molten mixture that can be readily removed.

b. a substance used to remove oxides from and prevent further oxidation of fused metal, as in soldering or hot-dip coating.

c. (in the refining of scrap or other metal) a salt or mixture of salts that combines with nonmetallic impurities, causing them to float or coagulate.

6. fusion.

–verb (used with object)
7. to melt; make fluid.
8. to fuse by the use of flux.
9. Obsolete. to purge.

–verb (used without object)
10. to flow.

Origin:
1350–1400; ME < L fluxus; a flowing, equiv. to fluc-, var. s. of fluere; to flow + -tus suffix of v. action, with ct > x

Synonyms:
1. course, current, flood, stream.

Why life is bliss? I can give you two reasons

2009-04-13T18:50:00.000-07:00

My life partially revolves around these two. Not specifically, but you'll get what I'm trying to say.

Reasons number 1 + 2 Hyori Lee (L) & Good Ol' Jack (R)

Just two of the many reasons my life would be meaningless without of... ;)

Hero

2009-04-13T18:05:00.000-07:00

here, it's a song me and two of my co-workers did. i'm on the hook and the 2nd verse

Links
MPz - Microphone Phenomenalz
Luckie of MPz

Click to listen

Hero - Luckie of MPz , Jeg , Silver

LYRICS

..::Hook::..
And a hero came along and I...
Was brought to a smile that I've forgotten the tears that I left behind
And a hero came along and my...
My eyes in the sky, thankful walls are finally outta mine

..::Luckie::..
Bringin myself back in a relationship
Is something I could barely understand
But damn if ever this hit the fan
No problems get the better
I know you barely know
I hope you notice tho
That I'd love to be the one that hugs...EMBRACE your problems off
I know the things that you've been through
The heartache and the tears shed from the past you went through
And damn you really pulled it you manage to dance around it
You walk right into mountains and learned to test your limit
Your laughter be the only thing I need through out the day
Ever since I couldn't stop thinkin about you and me
And please, oh please, oh Lord, I fear I've fallin off...oh no

..::Jega Boi aka Jeg aka me aka fluX::..
You walked right into my life just straight out the blue
You brought up sentimental feelins that I'm havin for you
It was like a meteor crashin down on me down on my roof
I've got my heart out on my sleave, this song is a living proof
Metaphorical verses and phrases don't help me at this very moment
I wanna be there when your fallin, save my lady, save my only woman
My heart is overflowin with so much emotion commotion
This situation seemed to blow up on its self-composure
But I'm feedin off the aura that your presence presents
It's got my mind up in the clouds, a whiff of beautiful scents
Reminds me of you, your body, your voice, and your face
You got me on lock, you're someone no one else can ever replace
I'm goin down baybeh...

..::Silver::..
I was never lookin for a girl before
Then I saw you, it opened up my mind to something new
I saw your hair, your face WITH incredible smile
All I dream is nothing.... UNTIL YOU MADE IT SOMETHING
And show you how I really feel, will you be mine
.....Cuz wit me I am a man living in a shadow of another man
The man your with don't do no shit he ain't worth it
I'll show him how to treat a REAL princess, you AIN'T seen nothing....nothing
I'll put you on a pedestal and never let you fall
Show everyone what I see and let you stand tall
You're the last thing in my mind every time I close my eyes
Just thinkin of you is all I ever do, WHEN WILL YOU BE MINE?

Just A Little Intro

2009-04-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

I can't really think of anything to start of my blog with. Other than a little intro. Here it goes..

Coo-coo-ka-choo, I saw a little train blue.... Lol i keed.

HERE it really goes..

The fire in my eyes starts to dim away
Every moment that has passed are lost along the way
Consecutive days are compiled into one memory
There is no other, just that one. In my blank state of mind's self armory

My thoughts are shooting blanks, it's all just for show
A malfunctioning brain can't grasp it all, like a strong river's flow
I don't seem to know all the inside and outs of guesses and doubts
Smiles have turned to frowns, glistening broken crowns, have all began to sprout...

..out anger and hatred, has risen from detrimental ideologies
Some aren't clear to see what it is that lies behind the dream's thievery
My etymology has been divided into chapters I haven't yet read
To return to what I was is a journey in a book, a hidden maze in my head

As I get things straight, make it all guts and glory
I must search within myself, from beginning to end, and finish the story
The metaphors and similes sewn together to form words and phrases
On sentences meant to bring despair and wrought out our zombie clouded hazes

I end this story with this thought for your minds
Everything is just a dream. It's either the blue pill or the red pill. Time is blind....

lol.....random end.